Just a little something

Sometimes I feel like

I'm just a big lie.

Everything I say,

Everything I do,

It's not me anymore.

Sometimes I wish,

I wish I could scape.

Go somewhere lovely,

Meet new people,

Be a new me.

I'm just so tired,

So very tired of this.

I don't know what it is,

But everyday I wish

This feeling disappeared.

And then I see you,

And it all fades away.

Because you have that something,

That little something

That's stronger than me.

Your eyes are so deep,

Mines are like stones.

Your smile is so pretty,

And mine is just... not.

I need you to know,

To know the real me.

But then you should also

See all my flaws.

I wish I was strong,

Strong to let you see,

See that I'm different.

And then you'd love me.